It is 1:15 am and I am eating gelato. I got “cleared” today by my OB so I should be in bed with Hubbins. It has been awhile; since the first cerclage was placed at the beginning of January I have been on pelvic rest. So I should be excited….but today I had to go buy spermicide because I am trying to not get pregnant. That is an entire mindfuck. What is my life right now? Also: the reason I can now have sex is because my baby is no longer here. None of this helps the mood. Eventually I’ll get there I’m sure. This post was really blunt…but that’s why I’m here…to be transparent right?
Exactly. Transparency.
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I’ve been thinking about you. I also struggled with this after our loss…I still struggle with it, to be honest.
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It makes me feel better to know I’m not alone 😊😊
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Say whatever you need to say. We have all said the same ideas! (And probably had worse thoughts!)
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Just want to say that you’re not alone. Sending strength.
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It must be such a hard time for you and I really don’t know what to say to you… but what I will say is… you had your gelato and I ate an ENTIRE tub of ben n jerrys cookie dough the other night. You’re not alone 🙂
Thinking of you 🙂
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Be as blunt as you like. We all understand completely. X
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