Cerclage 

Is scheduled for Thursday . Waiting to confirm a time. I’m freaking out. I feel like I knew this could happen but now it is. The only major surgical procedure I’ve ever had was the D&C after Langston. Intellectually I know this a safe relatively easy procedure. I know this. But there is a part of me that is obsessing over what could happen and the what ifs of things going wrong. Like I can’t make a good choice; I have to do this because I can’t just wait and hope nothing happens this time. Afterwards, she said expect bleeding and cramping so of course that is great for my peace of mind. Baby Nugget be strong; let’s both make it through this. If you remember me Thursday, send some good thoughts my way. 

7 thoughts on “Cerclage 

  1. Imagine a bright light shining from behind your head and then sweeping down your body, scrubbing away any negative thoughts and emotions. If there’s a particularly troublesome spot, just keep scrubbing it until it’s gone. My acupuncturist taught me this visualization technique and it’s helped me to keep anxious thoughts at bay. Sending you strength, courage, light, and love.

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