Just a little bit

*trigger warning*

I was scared to come on and post this……..

But as of today…I’m just a little pregnant.

I did a home test on Thursday and the line was faint. Went to work Friday and did a blood test HCG at 88. Called doc, later that day she had me for the official test; 98. I go back Monday and Wednesday for HCG and progesterone levels.

I told my husband by saying : I’m a little pregnant. And he said : ok. That’s where we are now. This is our reality. We are terrified. I’m scared to be excited. I think I’m going to go Monday and my levels will have dropped. All manner of things can happen.

But for today, I’m a little pregnant.

20 thoughts on “Just a little bit

    1. It means so much to me to see this post! I’ve been telling Hubbins about my “blog friends” and you were on the top of the list of people that I feel like I have connected to. Thank you for always being transparent with us πŸ™‚

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  1. Well congratulations on being a little bit pregnant, I’ll be hoping and praying you become a bit more pregnant and then a lot pregnant πŸ’–πŸ’«

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      1. You’re not being ungrateful, you’re being human. We’re trying again now and people want me to be excited about it and I’m just like no, I can’t, it hurts too much then when I lose it. So I’m being cautious and that’s just fine. You went through something traumatic. It would be strange if it didn’t affect you. Hopefully now that your doctors know you’re at risk for incompetent cervix they can put in a cerclage or put you on bed rest or whatever else will help you get this baby to the finish line. I’ll be thinking of you!

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